learning to develop a style - going full speed - but being too tired - lame!
I want it to be clear, concise, and easy. People will read its refreshing taste. I want to be the next hemmingway, poe, or fitzgerald. the one thing that is very hard for me is getting up to write. i love living. but how will i write everything down? Clear: the dialogue, precise; the language, subtle yet powerful; the grammar, impeccable. I want to get back to studying. 2 pages of writing a day MINIMUM. holy balls. today, i start!
i miss reading. but i don't think i'm wasting my time. i feel like my mind is growing everyday with my body. awareness of my experiences gives me new life. i wonder how those writers did it. no more of this- i almost wrote melodramatic, but i like melodramatic - hazy writing. clear. definitive. reading bad writing has helped me to avoid bad writing. now, to the two pages i go. i want to get better. i will not stop.
goals.
1. read 5 times a week and write 2 pages a day,
2. bible and pray. as i beat my breast, have mercy on me Lord, a sinner. my hothead and pride has been getting at me lately.
3. live as hard as i can. if i live lazily, i better be the best lazy person out there.
4. don't spend money on useless things like clothes or books (for now... i have enough books to last me a long time.. and there are libraries that actually exist)
5. fitness.
getting started. = now. but it's late and i have work tomorrow. but my early nap is keeping me awake. here goes nothing:)
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