i just want you

tonight, i watched cars, the disney movie. i really underestimated it. that movie really picked me up. weird. last night i watched chingooo, korean movie translated means friend.
then i started listening to aj rafael i just want you.
oh the memories.


in the break of last night,
when the world down to another dawn,
you for my sake take flight
beyond the horizon until finally gone,

that was a dream i had just missed
beneath stars and windowpanes,
where sun, sunshine and life kissed-
and i'm here, driving in the fast lane,

and you tell me how i'm supposed to catch you,
you're way up high above the clouds
there's no doubt, i would if i flew-
i can't find another way now.


when i am fading my friends are my energy.
when my heart grows hard, you soften me.
when the world becomes like shadows beneath my feet,
you become the sun, illuminating reality.

when the world grows and i feel small,
you look at me as if to say,
i'm the only one that matters at all.

and when the time flies, or runs out the door,
you kindly remind me - there's still a bit more.

if you say i miss you, i'll say make that two.


"take this music and use it let it take you away" became
take this moment and hold it
let it move me today.
and this is what happens at 2:53 am - it gets late and i get emo :)
oh the memories, again.

Having loved and lost, I now love more passionately. Having won and lost, I now win more soberly. Having tasted the bitter, I now savor the sweet. - marianne williamson