how could i describe this?

figuring out where this came from...

"I have known many beautiful... sensations in my life. i have encountered the best that life has to offer. the love of my life, her lips. mountains and oceans, glorious, splendid, majestic power. friendship forged over enmity. a mother and her child. but none, i say none, compare to this freedom i have in the forgiveness of all my sins. nothing is so freeing, so mesmerizing, so beautiful. the most natural is so beautiful, and yet this supernatural event, God come down, to save me. except, that i have felt that this grace is perhaps the most natural events of all. somewhere in my heart, i know, i was made for this. destiny at its most honest point.. i could be an empty shell. instead, God made me into a trumpet.