i dont even know what to think about that

while looking at a person's list of what they look for in the opposite sex, i giggled. i remember i made one. i had it in my usb drive, along with my other precious writing materials. then it got lost, along with my philosophies of a high school kid (funniest, most secretive thing EVER written), a very personal letter, and probably some blogs that i had deleted from this site (those lessons of life, man i will NEVER get to read them. i wish i didn't, so i could make fun of myself how stupid i was).

i was going to write this long list of things until i remembered kurt vonnegut. when asked to write an article about a racehorse that tried to get away by jumping the fence, he sat at his typewriter all morning. then he wrote, "The horse jumped over the fucking fence."

we fall in love with people.