falling over the ways

i feel weird nowadays. it's like falling in like so fast that you forgot where you started. so you trace your steps, find that moment of bliss, and realize, nothing better than that or this. now.
beautiful. i feel so alive i feel so tired i feel so alive i feel i wish you were they were we were here together. and the thought of you never crosses my mind, i don't know what thoughts look like. only pictures, of you dancing, and since you don't dance, or i've never seen you try, of you singing, or since i've never seen you singing, whispering, which doesn't do me any good cause i can't hear you. and still, it is strangely rewarding, appetizing, and sufficiently wholly satisfying.

i have every idea of what im talking about. do you now?...



play with words - without a comma, it sounds off. but do you know? no, do you now. do you, now?